the drunken person speaks a sober heart

my closest friends who probably know me better than myself all came to a unanimous decision about explaining what’s been going on in my life right now. I’m either:

1. afraid to take the leap
2. afraid of rejection
3. afraid to get hurt
4. afraid to hurt someone else
5. ALL OF THE ABOVE

go figure. they all say #5.

when I prayed that 2012 would be good to me, I didn’t think it’d hit me in the face so soon. I’m scared to think it’s about that time to take a leap of faith…